okay...im hardworking enough to publish another post now...haha...anyway, im not quite happy with this year's cny...im home almost everyday and do nothing...its so boring...want to go out and have fun but parents lazy...at night hungry ask them go out for supper they say lazy...sigh...so lifeless...i just feel very sad...what a cny celebration...people having fun out there and me being pathetic here...sigh...but i know alison(my langkawi girls) is not so excited either...although i dont know what happen to her...by the way, i was chatting with pinky nee just now and i asked for her blog link...noticed that she's living in such luxury life...buying LV bag, new iphone(a couple one) movies almost every week...dine in expensive restaurants...sooooo jealous of her... how i wish i could be like her...hurm...i miss my boy...he's in langkawi now having fun...so nice...i wish im there now...hmmm